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^^ well I decided to put my story on here for all to see this is is a story written from an rp long long ago giving a view into the mind of Sakura Yukinoyo. I hope you enjoy it and let me know how you like it!
( Always )
*Enter The Hot Dream and Come With Us*
~Kate Kate
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My freind got me 3 CDs and one was a CD I never thought anyone would get me 'The Best of The Monkees' I have a history with the Song Daydream Believer, but I dont care to talk about it here Ill just say I love it, a lot. I also got Disturbs "Beliver' and a new Him CD 'Deep Shadows & Brilliant Highlights' and I must say Im begining to love Ville more then Jack White ^.^ so who knows but then again Im dying to see both but first Im gonna go to the Warped Tour, and wonder if Davey Havok will be ok or whats going on, if anyone knows whats happening with Davey (lead singer of AFI) with his voice and all please let me know. well Im going to be at Annes this weekend so all be happy for me ^,^
-love you All
*Enter The Hot Dream and Come With us*
*Kate Scholnick*
My Sing The Sorrow was found broken and The Art of Drowning is lost in action ;-; I need new AFI CDs!!
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Hello Sweethears,
Girly fucking layouts, yeppers ladies and gentle The Great Kate Kate has made a girly layout for my mothers Journal CarolynRich its pretty though so i guess Im proud,I am happy that Lucian is now on LJ so yay welcome Lucian and as well I plan to leave later and try and scan some of my art at Davids. well Im more or less just stalling for now. I am currently trying to get a new copy of The Picture of Dorian Gray, by Oscar Wilde and a copy of a book called 'A Death In Vinace' I had never heard of this until i saw an Icon and fell in love with it ^^ thank you by the way to vorspeise for makeing Said Icon had I never ran across the journal I would have never seen the Icon and not be facinated with trying to see the movie and read the book so I thank you. by the way It sucks here in kentucky. and my mom forced me to watch a country Music video called 'redneck Girls' and dear god does that remind me of this place x.x namely where shes driving though the tralior park someone shoot me.
*Enter The Hot Dream and Come With us*
*Kate Scholnick*
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Well hello there,
anyone whom may still actually be reading this Im not dead so yay, Im moving very soon hopefully, but this will be after I visit my brother and get the Heartagram tattooed onto my lower stomach like Ville Valo, it will be so cool, I actually cant wait to move my aunt Mary is taking me in so it will all be good My real father is due to pick me up on Thursday or Friday to spend a day with me since he believes it will be a good thing to have us spend a day together before I leave because Im not coming back unless its for stuff like funerals and such, and yes i hope by the end of today to have this journal fancied up and everything to make the Layout from Jack White to Ville Valo since Im falling in love with HIM, and Ive gone back to my old love for The Doors Im so Happy about it too, I read No One Here Gets Out Alive, its very good id recommend it to any Doors Fan I learned a lot about Jim Morrison and feel smarter now.
Also I was given a new Copy of Razorblade Romance and I am so thrilled about it, I actually plan to get a job when I move in with my aunt just to get more HIM cds and a new poster or two of Ville. While watching Jackass recently I noticed some of those stunts they do I did as a child so I feel so special! They get to fuck around and get paid for it! Now thats a dream job. Also I have found that I like watching Viva La Bam as well mostly to watch Bam Margera fuck with his parents its funny wish I could get away with some of that stuff. So on a lighter note Im feeling so much better about my life and Im pondering many things I wont list here.
*Enter The Hot Dream and Come With us*
*Kate Scholnick*
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[07 Jan 2004|10:20pm] |
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Music has always had a deep infulance on my life, not until I was 13 did I learn of Rock and Roll, The first rock song I ever heard was 'Bark At The Moon' by Ozzy Osbourne, I remember listeing to it vividly, at teh time i was falling apart inside extreamly suicidal and I foudn hope in the music ity filled the gap left by my grandfathers death it made me feel alive again I got a rush from the music, My uncle took to drugs and liquor mty aunt took to her studies and i took to rock and roll, dreaming of how some day I could be a rockstar standing on stage and being alive again, three bands have always been my favorites, my freinds dont ever doubt my love for
#1: Nirvana
#2: The Doors
#3: Ozzy Osbourne/Black Sabbath
the Three bands had the biggest infulance on me. Nirvana helped me fuel my anger, my depression and I always could understand what Kurt ment in his deep lyrics he was truely one of my three heros, His death I was too young to remember it but now when i think on it it hurts me that suck a wonderful talented man was taken from this earth (I belive he was killed.) The Doors awoken my poetic side, made me show my hurt and feelings in new ways my poems and art from that time is locked away I wont even look at it it scares me the things I wrote and said much less the things I did, but when i needed to relax the most impiortant thing i got was a rush off the songs by Ozzy, it inspired me to do so much! my art became less morbid and more fun, Ozzy's wild music made me love to dance headband and try to show my energy, yeah when i was little i wanted to be a dancer, a cheerleeader adn so much but now of days ozzy helps me channel my anger into more artistic stuff mainly my drawings of werewolves and such, I love Ozzy's latest CD if my brother had not snapped it id prolly be listing to Dreamer, it always helped me sleep. it hurts me deeply beliving he was dead, WEBN are fucking pricks, I was at the point of tears talking to my best freind on the phone when they said that fucking lie! the guy says hed never joke about it but he did, Ill prolly never listen to them again over this one.
Right now Im listing to my 'The Ozzman Commeth' CD I love Mr. Crowly, Id be online but my fucking whore of a mother wont let me get on cause she has 'offical boy scouts' bussiness to take care of, the fucking Boy Scouts come before me! I hate that she loves a group more then her own child, she fucking lied to the school board and said it was my choice to drop out, she told them I wont be ever back in school and is forceing me to start taking GED classes! from 9am-3pm everyday except weekends, and the first time I take the test if i fail it she said she will bash this computer my father gave me, she is making me get a job as well at Grant County Foods, its a sick fucking place, working the graveyard shift plus the schooling! Ill get home at 4am, sleep till 8am. then have to go to class, then get home at 3, and have to clean and make dinner before going to work! and making it worse she ahs already said shes taking 1/2 of my pay cheak and keeping it as rent and payment for raiseing me SHE DID NOT FUCKING RAISE ME!
after Grandpa died I raised myself! Grandpa had me before he died! my mom was too buzy fucking rtandom men when i was a kid to care about me after my ran out on us she became a fucking whore, its why i call her that, and for 11 years she ahs been married to a man who abused me from the age of 6! I used to eb a normal happy child with good grades normal dreams, I was happy..when Mom made me movein with her and John it was ok for a month, but then he started getting mad at me, I wasnt the smartest kid and hed start hitting me, when Grandpa found out what he was doing he took me away from my mom, she didnt care, she was pregnat, i didnt know until my fucking brother was born about him then my older step sister had to explain to me what happened and why i wasnt the youngest she even told my from that day on my mom wouldn't love me anymore, I thought then she was joking, but i can tell now she knew what she was talking about, she staretd negecting me, Id get beat up my teh high schoolers and she had quit carring, I wouldn't come home and she wouldn't care, I had a freind, anmed Lenetta, she was a year younger then me, her dad knew what was going on, he took care of me a lot cleaned up my wounds and helped me learn to lie about what happened since i always belived i deserved it he always gave me the best gifts at christmas, I moved back to the farm when i was 8 years old with my mother brother and step father the house was old my roof bowed and my window was cracked the back door in my room leading outside had holes from buckshot in it and i belive the house was hunted, i used to hear childerns laughter at night. the abuse got worse over the years there to the point that my step father beat me uncontions with a tabacco stick with my uncle in the barn, i woke up in so much pain in Robs truck and saw him yelling at my mom telling her that John would kill me if i stayed there, she said she didnt care that she loved John, that when i fist relized I was unloved by my mother, my birth father had not spoked to me since i was 3, so as far as i was concerned I was hated by my parents, if your wondering why no one did anything well thats easy, my family belived that things would get better, plus i was and still am strong, my grandfather was going to addopt me the year John beat me uncontious, but that same year on St. Patricks Day, my beloved Grandpa Robert Gray died I still hate my mother for what she did, she would not allow me to see him for the month he was dying, i saw him the day before he died that vision still haunts my dreams. that morning after my ring from Tiffany(my cousins wife that was more of a mother to me) was stolen she took me to my crazy aunt Pat's adn i was forced to watch boreing soap operas all day, until late in the afetrnoon when someone called and Pat walked out to me adn huged me and told me they had turned off the machines and Grandpa was gone, it killed me inside everything i was and am was dead, gone and I belive still is, i used to talk a lot, since then i pretty much dont talk outloud unless made to do so.
over the years since Grandpas death I have lost my will to act normal. ive always been concitred a freak, an outcast since kindergarden, i never kneel why, many days since 5th grade suicide was always seeming so simple and easy, I used to wish when id have to gather fire wood while dad was cutting it from trees that one of those bigger logs would land on me and kill me, ive always wondered why the hell i was born, why my mom kept me if she hates me so much but in 9th grade I figured this out, now off the farm since we were kicked out of our home by my cousin no less(its kentucky*shrugs*) so we were now in a trailer I started to have to bring the mail home on top of chores when i started to relize my mom was getting cheaks from my father, it was child support which i never knew he paid, thats why she kept me was for the money $350.00 a month, and she takes him to court evry time she can for more, i have insurance through him but i have to be suffering before she takes me, ive had the same glasses since freshmen year and they hurt my fucking eyes to wear them or not...sorry off track here, well i never tried to run away since i was 14 and tried to run from the farm, its a 1/2 mile drive way though the woods, on my way out my cousin steve cought me made me get in his big truck with the floor board always full of Ale 8 bottles and ride home, I had gotten 4 miles before he cought me, but when i was 15 and in the trailer I made the best freinds of my life i was so happy but then our naboir pined me as a pyro and got 'evadance' and got us kicked out, now Im in a new trailer park where ive lived since then last year when talking to one of my online freinds, Bakura-kun my mother got pissed at me for smacking my brother when he cut a lock of my hair she kept smacking me into the door to the point i was bleeding, so I packed my stuff blasted my Linkin Park CD on 'Runaway' on repeat to be humorus and took off down teh raod my at the time still freind Tyler helped me get away his mom and him were waiting on me, the next morning she showed up i didnt answer the door i was scared, when i went to school she was waiting, i still had stright A's and she did the worst thing she has ever done, she had me locked in childerns hospital as a suicidal child and a runaway for 2 weeks i was locked there i was taken off my anti depressent and met Davey, the boy that changed my life he was a shy boy that understood me he belived taht when people were upset it was his fault, so he would burn pennies and put them on his arms, Davey inspired me to write Shatterday, I even named a chara after him, god i should call him sometime. anyway ive depressed myself but ill add this last part for you, the last time my step faher tried to beat me i stood there and told him to do it, Im almost as tall as him now i was sick of it so when i stood up for myself he stoped and hes not beat me since, now its just other stuff i dont wanna talk about.
~*~Sally Kathleen Scholnick/Kate-Kate DaFoe~*~
*Little to Win, But Nothing to Lose*
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[19 Dec 2003|06:03pm] |
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Kate Kate has the flu ;-; damned mother giving it too me!
Crawford
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You are like Brad.. Well it can be a good thing...
but half of the time you have a stick shoved up
your ass... ::snerk::
Which Swartz Char are you, from the anime Weiss Kruez
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ok three tests! say im brad! is it cause ive been so moody?
*takes mroe to see praying for Farfie or Yohji w/o haeving to cheat~
Aya
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~dies~
Congratulations! you are "Killin in the
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You're Zack de la Rocha, singer for Rage, and angry
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You are Fell on black days, depressed and suicidal - Whatsoever you feared has come to life and whatsoever you fought off became your life!
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 | You're Crawford!
Cool and calculating, you have a problem with authority - that is, any authority that isn't yours. There's a sense of humour in there, though it can be somewhat nasty, and one hell of a strong personality. Whatever you do, you mean to reach the top, and you'll take the shortest route to get there. You keep your friends close and your enemies in body bags.
| Which member of Schwarz are you?
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| Your Ultimate Purity Score Is... | | Category | Your Score | Average | | Self-Lovin' | 88.3%
Never taken out of the packaging | 65% | | Shamelessness | 76.2%
Has yet to see self in mirror | 79.3% | | Sex Drive | 92.1%
The Pope is envious | 77.7% | | Straightness | 64.3%
Felt someone up once | 44.9% | | Gayness | 94.6%
Repressed, are we? | 83.4% |
| Fucking Sick | 92%
Refreshingly normal | 89.9% |
You are 82.61% pure
Average Score: 72.6%
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[15 Dec 2003|02:27pm] |
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Wahooo! You are Number 4. People are rather shocked
when they see you, as they thought you might
have died. You tend to flip flop between some
things. Drug use and no drug use. Love and
hate. Sometimes you even like to frolic in
fields with evil teletubbies. But thats ok,
because your still living.
What Stone Temple Pilots Album Are You?
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you are a TRUE powerman fan!!!!!! you know
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Everyone needs a little obsession in their
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*swoons* the sexeh brother of Rob Zombie ^_^
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Ok as most of you know i was sapoose to be shiped off to miltary school now this plan has changed since my mom got sick, now all of us but my brother are sick, im wondering if my cookings not whats doing it but anyway. me and my mother got in a large fight pretty abd even for us odd im not bruised ^^ then again i dont bruise easy, so anyway Mom made the comment she might not send me cause she thinks i need to be here w/ my family to get my GED then a job...and then until Im 18 they want rent >,< I asked them when they want me out an she said i cant go anywhere until Im 18 so from whenever i get said jog until may they want 300 bucks a month to ready me for the real world plus i will have to take on paying the phone bill alone, more or less when i have a job there gonna take my whole pay cheak again BUT! Kate Kate wont allow this! Kate kate has dreams damnit! shes not gonna be sick forever, half my pay cheak a week is going to my aunt Kim to do for me as she did for Rita, put it in a savings account so not even I can touch it till im 18, then I will withdraw it all and figure out where Im going first and foremost im going to washington DC to get my stuff from Trisha once she takes it. then i might travle a bit oh and if i have enogh im getting a laptop so I can take it with me, shibby huh?
no worries about my rp slacking i used to have a job and still stayed up all hours of the night rping, it pays to be an insomnic, speaking of role play now when i dream and dont have nightmares my charas or my freinds haunt my dreams off Ne? and when i sleep durring the day im always up at exactly 1pm x.x
Im not allowed to drop out until mom has the 80 bucks mom owes my lunch account >,< stupid ne? well shes a bithering idoit I cought read reading my written journal and ...lets leave that alone...my moms an idiot 'oh sweety it feel and landed open on this page...what lock?' gah Im haveing family problems as always if you cant tell and im sick of being lied too, my father, my mother now my aunt Rita(Merita) I was so depressed sunday morning over this I blew off Anne and Yoshi ;-; and Karma bitchslaped me by making the braceleft that ive not taking off in 7 months not even to show snaped ;-; it was a snall strip of leather that steven adn Trisha gave me before Steven went into basic training i swore id not take it off until he was back and he wont be back for a long time...
on happier note, its great to have Ali back, I missed her she always makes me feel better about anything i dont have to tell her whats wrong just talking ot her makes me feel better, and I got my website up finally Im going to be adding more stuff soon like a link to the art site ot just getting a page for my art, but i would prolly mess that up, i am try anyway well anyway Im hungry so im gonna go raide the fridge for any food, and thank you Chris for talking and role playing with me this morning i was feeling down ^_^ and Id like to give a big Kate Kate welcome to Omi-kun ^_^
*Kate-Kate DaFoe*
*Little to Win, But Nothing to Lose*
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1. First Name: Sally
2. Hair Color: Copper-y Red
3. Middle Name: Kathleen
4. Hair Style: grungy unkept long curles
5. Eye Color: baby blue with a yelly tint around the puple
6. Height: 5'4
8. Birthday: 5/15/86
9. Zodiac Sign: taurus
10. Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?: nope ;-; ill die alone
11. Do you have a crush?: kinda >.>;
Favorites
1. Favorite Animal: black kittens
2. Favorite Sport: to play: baseball ^_~
3. Favorite Color(s): Ebony, Crimson and Violet
4. Favorite Friend(s) Offline: Bethany, Trisha, Christina,Shane Yoshi, and Anne
5. Favorite Friend(s) Online: Ali, Wawa, Lucian. Mandy, Chris and Omi
6. Favorite Song(s) of the Moment: Guns-n-Roses 'November Rain'
7. Favorite Movie Quote: "Buildings Burn, People Die, but Real Love is Forever"-The Crow
8. Favorite Store: Spencers
9. Favorite Feeling: mellow
10. Favorite Shoe: Chuck Taylor All-Stars Converse
11. Favorite Scent: new car smell, sharpie markers
12. Do You Wear Make-Up?: eyeliner
13. Which is more important, personality or looks?: Personality
14. What kind of personality do you like in a guy/girl?: careing and understanding *-* poetic is a bounus
15. Do you move fast or slow in a relationship?: normally slow
16. What is your idea of the perfect guy/girl?: tall with long hair and deep eyes
17. Would you ever ask someone out?: I guess so
18. Do you prefer blondes or brunettes?: nither, black and brown hair are my favs
Love, Life & Friends
1. What is the first thing you notice about someone?: there attaitude
2. When's the last time you cried?: two weeks ago over something stupid
3. What do you want to be when you grow up?: a writter
4. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? one little teddy bear my uncle gave me before he got on drugs
6. How far have you gotten?: not far
7. Do you like someone right now?: yes
8. Do they know?: i dont think so
9. Do you have a best friend?: yeah but shes ignoreing me now of days
Within the last 24 hours, have you
1: Had a serious talk?: at lunch with Ross
2: Hugged someone?: Shane in Art 3 times ^^
3: Gotten along well with your parents?: fuck no
4: Fought with a friend?: yah
Do you like to
1: Give hugs?:
2: Give back rubs?:
3: Take walks in the rain?:
4: You ever have that falling dream?:
5: What is on the walls of your room?:
6: When you chew gum, what kind?:
7: Do you use chap stick?:
In the last month have/did you
1. Drink?: cheap wine not enogh to get drunk cause it tasted bad
2. Smoke?: mmm no but in november i had my first cigg in months >,<
3. Drugs?: nope
4. Have Sex?: nope
5. Made Out?: nope
6. Go on a date?: nope
8. Go to the mall?: nope
9. Eaten an entire box of Oreos?: no ;-;
10. Eaten sushi?: never
11. Been on stage?: yes
12. Been dumped?: nope
13:Had someone unfaithful to you?: my freind Alisas a backstabber?
14. Watched The Smurfs?: actully yes x.x channel surfing
15. Hiked a mountain?: never
16. Made homemade cookies?: nope, to lazy
17. Been in love?: x.x maybe
More stuff
1. Are you popular?: I guess but not in a good way
2. Are you pretty?: fuck no, Im scary and love it.
3. Do you have your own phone line?: nope
4. What is your favorite word to say?: Shibby
5. What is your favorite phrase to say?: "Detective Kate Kate is on the case!....after Lunch"
6. What are you doing right now?: rping as Harvey with Wawa
7. What song are you listening to? Mother by Danzig
8. What are you wearing?: my Lizard King shirt and my jeans >.>;
Preferences-pick
1. Cold or hot?: hot
2. Lace or satin?: satin
3. Blue or Red?: red
4. New or old?: old Ventage kicks ass
5. Rain or snow?: rain by far cold sucks!
6. Give or receive?: give?
7. Wool or cotton?: cotton
8. Rose or Daisy?: roses ;-; i hate being one of the girls in school that never gets one
9. Private school or public school?: Private
10. Chocolate milk or plain milk?: Chocolate x.x normal makes me throw up
11. Celsius or Fahrenheit?: x.x I dont know
12. Spring or Fall?: Fall
13. Inny or outty?: inny
14. Now or then?: then
15. How many fingers am I holding up?: how the fuck should I know, guess which finger im holding up?
16. Scent?: Incence and peppermints
17. English or Math?: english by far
18. Bath or shower?: shower
19. Bedtime phrase?: "goodnight Navi!"
20. Self-stick or lick?: self stick the gule taste odd
21. Cursive or print?: chicken sracth
22. Do you like surprises?: yes
23. Paranoid or Cautious?: paranoid
24. Heights or Crowds?: crowds
25. Half-full or half-empty?: half empty
26. Top or bottom?: bottom
27. Do you/Would you dye your hair?: I would fucking die it electric blue!
28. Speeding or running red lights?: Speeding
29. Gold or silver?: Sliver
30. Bad habits?: i bite x.x
31. Piercing?: none
32. Erogenous Zone(s)?: X.x unknown?
33. "Maybe" or "Mebbe?": May.....be!
35. What do you wish you'd done?: fallen in love
36. Fetish?: not really
37. Do you have one of THOSE voices?: >.> shhhh who told!
38. Jammies or naked?: x.x does my Lizard King shirt count as Jammies?
39. Neurotic or psychotic?: Psychotic
40. Do you talk to yourself?: when bored or alone, yes
You are "Early Danzig Glenn!" Ahhh... my
favorite. At this stage, you look good enough
to eat!! Oh, yeah... and your music is kicking
ass, too! Anyone for a little "Killer
Wolf?" :)
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You are "So Tired". Lovely. Sad. Wistful.
You yearn for a love that could not last.
Don't cry, it's all for the best.
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over 7 hours in a car with my family as sick as i am Dad had his fucking window down smokeing with the shit blowing in my face from Dry Ridge to Fort Knox for a metting with the people at this school there gonan send me too after getting there being told i dont know shit by my mom and they get lost i just told them to utrn around to the road the got off of i got smacked for not saying anythinge earlier x.x we were told to turn at the tank lets just say i counted 7 tanks , after the meeting that did not go smoothly we ate at Burger king i got yelled at for ordering something 20 cents more but mom said if i stay two months which she says is march from leaveing the 10th of januray i can call and come home if i still want to and you know i will i dont wanna go goddamnit! I wanan be here where i belong until im 18 then i wanna go to DC with Trisha for a few years before heading to Califonia to live on the beach my stupid dreams i found a new website im in love with! http://www.black-wings.com its an AFI fan site ^^ Davey is too hot anyway im getting side tract, so all the way from louisville to florance my brothers screaming that the worlds full of lires he cried and wined till we got home climbing over teh seat once dad slamed on the breaks sening rob flying into the back of the seat, after he got us home he took off to the car again! mom took a bath and was drinking in the tub robbie was screaming about being unloved and all of this oc course was my fault or is being pinned on me, on an up note i was at krogers adn saw some of my old freinds Yvogn, George, Kevin Alice and Patty ^^; sadly no Chris Mazor and that sucks i wanted to see Chris! anyway Im glad Ali was on when i got home talking to her always calms me when im depressed and upset so thank you Ali ^_^ adn listing to Davey Havocs vocals helped too who can be sad listing to AFI? anyway im sketching chibi Harv and Davey so goodnight all
*Vicious Havoc-Kate Scholnick*
-In Darkness Together We Are Forming-
You are Punk! The four subcategories for this label
are: 1. skater 2. emo 3. modern 4. hardcore
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You are a true AFI fan! Go you! AFI rules all!!!
You know all their songs by heart and have
gotten your friends into them too.
Are you a true AFI fan?
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"Will you cry for me, will you cry for me, or
will you cry for me? I've been a lonely one, I
had this whole world drained from me" your
from Now the World. You stand for depressed
Davey. You're sad...you feel like no one
understands you. sucks to be you.
What AFI lyric are you?
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You are like the lead signer Davey Havok, he is
very sexy, hot, and the best. good for you
what AFI member are you most like.(real thing not like the other one, newer)
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I am so proud of myself ive spent an hour stareing at a picture Tracy sent me that she said sucked and made one almost exacetly like it in pose but insted of cute boy and girl looking like there gonna kiss I made it me and Luci ^_^ aint it cute! heh heh I love me art, and more or less this week has sucked ass for teh main fact that my aunt whom i love dearly is missing me and her son josh are worried sick about her BE OK AUNT MARY! KATE-KATE LOVES YOU!!!
oddly with this plus the fact of Lucian being worried about his mom and my best wishes to him to her safety and return I am still in a damn good mood...odd ne? well its prolly cause I pissed my aunt merita off and she has promised to kick my ass next week, let her try well see whos the strongest in this family rahahaha!
Kate Kate
*little to win, but nothing to lose*
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;-; theres a hole in my Korn shirt ;-; my riped jeans are tooooo ripped and i cant sew well heres a list of shirts I want
1)Im out of bed, Im Dressed what more do you want!
2)Some Mornings its Not worth chewing through the Leather Straps
3)What would Jesus Do For a Klondike Bar
4)No, I don't have a girlfriend, but I know a girl that would be mad if she heard me say that
5)Why does my bowl of alphabet soup always spell out...redrum?
6)Lost Soul. Please Return. Reward Offered. No Questions Asked
7)Comfort the disturbed, disturb the comfortable.
8)It's better to keep your mouth shut and appear stupid than to open it and remove all doubt
9)It's better to be hated for what you are than to be loved for what you are not
10)My imaginary friend thinks you have serious problems
11)Which one of my personalities do you find offensive?
12)I'm only wearing black until they make something darker.
13)The flying hamster of doom rains coconuts on your pitiful city.
14)Don't annoy the unmedicated person
15)People too weak to follow their own dreams will always find a way to discourage others
16)I have determined that my sole purpose in life is to serve as a bad example
17)It's only funny until someone gets hurt, then it's hilarious."
18)People like you are the reason people like me need medication
19)keep staring i might do a trick.
20)You laugh because I'm different, I laugh because you are all the same."
21) dont fuck with me Im Running out of places to hide the bodys
22) the night summons like an unquenched love, beckoning with the promise of dark desire.
23)As darkness falls, night unfolds ebony wings to wrap the world in its dark embrace."
I need new pants and shoes too!~Shakes fist at mother~ I haet her! I have a tee shirt in my room i wear once a week ive had since 3rd grade! and it fits! >,< fucking bitch I hate her! Robbie wants new clothes he gets them i want new clothes adn I get 'Get a Job you fucking bum' I wanna kill her at times, theres other stuff i need replaced like one my bed! its falling apart I sleep on the god damned couch...she took my leather jackets and gave Robbie Trishas Leather jacket, all I have is my pleather jacket
>,< Kate Kate will run away to trishies if this keeps up! Im sick of being made fun of at school and its that whores fault! her and this fucking place! Im getting Navi tomarrow and Micheals gonna fix her up good then i can leave here and be able to keep incontact with my freinds!
*plays with hole in jeans*...I cant wait till im 18 Im so leaveing this place!
And I saw Ali! ^_^ Yay Ali!
~Kate Scholnick~
*Little to Win But Nothing To Lose*
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[25 Oct 2003|02:41am] |
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bwhahaha I have seen all of Hellsing now ^_^ and Im going to try and drawl a pic of D, Arucard, Alucard and Harvey all together and call it 'boys of Tepes' I want to so badly lol even draw a hat on Alucard
-The True Undead-
Alucard aka Adrian Farenheights Tepes
Arucard aka Vladimir Tepes aka Dracula
D aka D Tepes aka Vampire Hunter D
Harvey McKenna aka Octavious Vladimir-Tepes
now that Hellsing is over, Ill have to watch Vampire Hunter D next month ^_^ I love The Action Channels Animidnight
~is still in awe~ the last ep of Hellsing is so fucking awesome mmm must write fan fic later and go on and drawl on paint shop I dont understand what happened to Integra though is she crazy or just in jail? mmm oh well Im getting an Arucard dolly from Tracy-chan! ^_^ ~runs off to draw~
http://slashmistress.net/bloodfire/ <,< read its so sad ~cries for Arucard~
interesting fact: Alucard likes being shot at...
+In the name of god. all impure souls of the living dead shall be banished into eternal damnation, Amen.+
*Kate Kate*
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[14 Oct 2003|02:31am] |
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heh, yes its true I the great Kate Kate had stoped all togther and quit carring as of teh greatness of 8 chapters of 'Shatterday' written I feel its best to start up 'Peppermint Candy' but Im changing the name to 'Blues Runner' Heiji and Soda will be the heros insted of just Heiji cause well...Soda-Pops the bad ass you cant make him fall behind his crybaby twin the badass always has to be there so Soda-Pop is no longer the Anti-Hero well...he still is but he is half main chara I have a couple chapters written for a pre-'Blues Runner' Story that will remain called 'Peppermint Candy' in time I plan to push Soda-Pop into 'Shatterday' my freinds think this is cool the fused story is gonna be AU and called 'Knights of the Fallen Dusk' nifty huh?... ok now on to 'Shatterday' most have heard of Harveys Nickname...Walking Death. well me and Anna talked at lunch and we though of a totally badass ideal Harvey cant die, this most already know he has odd powers as well well most belived hey its Maylila his vampier moms fault....wrong! she was human when he was born turned 10 minets after he was born, so he would have been human...so the powers and immortality would adomaicly shift to coming from Daddy, heh well I did not think about it honestly I belived myself his powers came from Mays curse but strong critics have yelled at me over that one as me adn Anna talked and i drew it hit me Harveys father was british calmed to be married and left Maylila dying on a plane crash but what if he was not dead...or more like already dead...Harveys father is death himself, we made the cover to the first comic and started drawing it Anna always helps me w/ lettering spelling and such we have decided to call the first comic 'Deaths Gift' its going to proibly be the longest explaining everything unless I be lazy and just write it into shatterday and say to hell with the comic
Kate-Kate*
*and What Falls Befall The Flawless?*
this is Harvey McKenna ^-^ Im soooo proud!! heh to be honest its a picture thatw as orginally going to be Heiji but I got pissed and just turned it into Harvey ^^ it worked rather well i think
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normally I bitch about my mom or my fammily but tonight its something much scarier, teh man2 houses up named Homor...i think anyway this man has been seen peeping in windows and few times well he was cought looking in my window once by my brother ~smirks~luckly we had just switched room so he saw my brother change. well the past two months ever couple nights ill hear something outside my dog goes crazya dn i shruged it off. well one night i left the blindes half way open and my curtains were open stupid mes sleeping in the floor in just my shorts and sleavless def lepard shirt that was cut into more or less mid riff shirt I heard my dog barking and i sat up in time to see this old bastard run from my window...needless to say i did not sleep that night. tonight mom called the tops he was not smart i heard him try the door and when i heard him I ran to the door w/ my stake knife I keep it near me for such nights well when ii fheard somone fall I ran and got mom when her adn dad went outside they foudn a burning ciggrette. the cops were called but you know that did no good...not knocking the cops my cousin dennis is one adn we all love dennis. well this is not the only time he has scared me no there are lots of times. when i first met Brandon I went over to his house I ahd been scared of homer since i met him a old man taht looks a girl (myself) in such a way is not a good thing in kate kates mind well I walked over to brandons I passed homer on my way he said hello and to be non-rud i nodded in return its what I do. well after 3 or 4 hours at brandons me hima dn his mom walked outside she was gonna drive me home and there he stood w/ his dog in brandons drive way Francine yelled for Toby and when Toby came out Homer and Toby talked while Francine took me home Francine told me later taht week that Toby scared homor off and tahst when the window peeping startedon the nite of homecoming i wore a short red and black dress when i got out of steves moms Van Homer whistled I though he was playing but the old lady next door told me to stay shy from him so then i was more scared. I ahd to get robbie one night he was scared when a freinds dad got drunk so big sister to the rsque and all bad thig i was in my nightgown consiting of a long raiders Tee and a pair of boxers a put my trench over it and ran after him well running in a trench is never good teh anck faired up any one culd tell i was in black shorts when i wlked past his house again w/ Robbie he gave me this creapy smile adn waved. I stop here im making myself cry. Im so scared.
*Kate*
too scared to sleep...ill be runing on caffine tomarrow
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